HAPPINESS IN MY LIFE!!!

I watch tv to be happy, watch movie to be happy, work hard to be happy, read to be happy, listen to music to be happy, play to be happy...

I dint see tv as i am not happy, dint watch movie as i am not happy, i dint go to work as i am not happy, dint listen to music as i am not happy, dint play as i am not happy...

I do something to be happy again i dont do the same as i am not happy... How can i do something for happiness and again cant do the same as i am not happy?

There is quest for happiness in all of my thoughts, work!Where is my happiness? Is it there in the work or the activities i do to be happy? or is it somewhere else within me? Are the activities the reason for my happiness or am i attaching reasons for my happiness?

My quest continues...

HEART TO HEART, SEVERAL MILES APART!!!

One of the most beautiful thought which i got from my guru!
One day in one of the discussion she gave a thought about the distance between two hearts.

Some times we shout at our dear ones or anyone even though they are physically nearby. Can’t they hear when we talk in normal tone of voice? Are they far that much?

It is not the matter of physical closeness. It is the matter of closeness of heart. When we are moving far from others internally we feel the pain, we feel not understood, not heard which makes us to should, yell with the hope that we would be heard at least by then.

Valuable thought. Now, here are the two questions that I am working on and might need your help in identifying them!

When we yell does it help us to hear to others or does it push further away from them?

What would happen when I am understood wrongly when I yell and the others get hurt?

----------------------- in the path of finding answer.

Non(Nominal) Violence

'Soft is hard' - i read it from